its been a while since i talked about school.

Today had not been fun until i spent my time with my boyfriend. I was so moody and i couldnt stop whining and eventually i found out that my period has 'arrived'. =.=" bummer. I was walking outside the library to my bag to get something when Din with couple of his laughing friends asked me 'zura are you okay? okay kau?'... and i was like,, 'uh huh' (with that moody face) i was wondering why did he asked me that, did i really looked sad or was there any stain on my back. Hmmm. I had always got my period atleast 2 months after. There was no way i could get haid by now. I thought to myself. And then, bushhhhhh. yeah, there was a stain. and what? i didnt know until i was about to go home. Which was probably 2 hours before Din's incident. I really hope my shirt was still clear during that time. And to Jibah, get well soon love. She was absent x( she got quarantined.

Classes were the hell of boredom
GP: i forgot today was a 'reading day'. Its a day when we were supposed to get a book of our interest and read it and then we have to make a report on what the story was all about. So me, the careless and forgetful Zura, left my OFCOURSE Guide to Investing Robert Kiyosaki. And i was too lazy to tell my sir about the whole ohh-i-forgot thing, instead i went to the library with Fina and just grabbed whatever novel that were available and got back to class and p-r-e-t-e-n-d-e-d to read until the class was over. Or else, we would be cutting articles and made a summary out of it. Bowwwring. So obviously, we didnt actually read the book. I was talking the entire time with Fina.

Accounting and Math: Tija was absent. I got no one to talk to during maths so i was fully concerntrating on TMC. Incase you have not know, TMC stands for Tan Moi Chan. My =.=" math =.=" teacher. Accounting! grrrrr! Meena was absent and so did Herny and Azierah too, and yeah..... Qilah! Thank god there was Mai and Malai. If not i would be sleeping.

Business: We were doing presentation on leadership and management style. It was fun, a little. Merul vandalised the school table. The picture above shows what he did. =.="

ohh yeah. Syazwi made a new slang today. EWW MY GADDD~~ hahaha. i so love you baby.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BRUNEI SULTAN.
LONG LIVE HIS MAJESTY.

I sprung my body in the chlorine-free pool hoping my sins will go away. As i thought to myself, how bad i have became. How good i turned to. How people around me were involved in this confusing process. And how their love and hatred made me strong and weak at the same time.

It was a noisy place, but i couldnt hear a thing. except the voice of my soul. What have i done? Where do i belong? What should i say? What should be done? by that moment i was scared. very scared. I remembered those killing moments i was supposed to forget, but i couldnt. It was a feeling i wouldnt tell anybody. It was beyond confused and scared.

A sorry wont heal it, a promise wont too.
Just do whatever you can. Please help me. I love you.

School starts tomorrow. There was a rumour about another holiday extension. Thats just what people said, cause they wanted it to be true. School reopens? maybe good, maybe bad. i pity those students whose having BIG exams like, PMB, O-level and A level. This virus is stressing them. My sister is having his pmb mock this wednesday :\ so i guess school has to start or exam has to be postponed.

I hit the ER today, cause i vomitted blood again this morning. The indian doctor said it was nothing. Weird. -.-" The hospital was packed with sick people and to be quarantined people, i guess. I knew it would be like that so i used mask and gloves and longsleeve shirt. People were staring as if i was the sick one. -.-" Prevention is better than cure.

I prepared my school stuff already. Masksss? CHECKED. Wet anti bacteria tissue? CHECKED. Sanitizer? NO! i pulled in to many stores and pharmacy shops but their sanitizers were out of stock! so dissapointing. i was a little too late. oh well, tawakal saja.

I did all my homework. :D Atleast the one that i wanted to do. Im now left with one section of my accounting exercise. I dont know how to work it out. I had two study meetings with my accounting mates. But still the exercises were so hard that we chose to give up some of those.

Temperature check tomorrow at 6am. godd. so early maaa.

im gonna take a nap now..

Yaaay! incase you havent been awake for the whole day today, holiday has an extension of one week baybayyyy! so no school, no drama, no assignment, no TMC, no nothing! haha. so i say,, Happy Holidays y'all! I was going through alot before this great news came. It was a bucket of hell. The world has too, infact we are still sad of the death of Allahyarham Mikaeel a.k.a Michael Joseph Jackson and Farah Fawcett.

As a tribute to our King of Pop, i present to you one of my favourite song of his.

Youre a legend.
Al-fatihah.

'....Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does...'

i miss you.

mood: upset but still excited.



My uncle called this afternoon telling me that we as in the whole family shouldnt be going out for Transformer's today, especially the kids! blame the swine flu. -.-" we have to avoid the crowds, as most of us should probably know, there are 6 infected people in our country. The virus could be anywhere so better watch out. I rather stay home and safe. I was suppose to go out with my friends this thursday and sunday, but i guess i will just see them at school. ;\

The next thing i know, my uncle bought his children boxes of oranges and and fruits. hello? would that guarantee safety...? I think im gonna buy myself an anti-virus protective garment. Or would an astronaut's outfit helps? :p

I was forgot about the better-stay-home thing when i thought about asking my dad to bring us to Miri tomorrow. Miri is a good place to shop for books. :) i love the bookshops there. Besides its minimum 2hour journey from Brunei.

Daddy will be arrived approximately 1.5 hr from now, i better hit the shower. And off to airport i go.


WRTYL, laves.

paris's new bff show is as fake as you, TWOFACED bitch!